LIke You

I told you I liked you and you didn't respond.
My thoughts and feelings for you are getting way too old.
I told you I liked you and you didn't say anything
I constantly think about you, wanting to be with you, wanting to be near you.
I told you I liked you and you didn't respond
What is it about you? Is it the way you move, no I know the way you talk, the formation of your wording when speaking, your charasmatic way, damn your masculinity.
I told you I liked you and you never said anything back to me.....
I told you dammit I liked you maybe even loved you and you didn't even respond
BUT you question me as to when we are "getting together", I deem that funny being as though I told you several times that I liked you and you didn't even respond.

Can I Spend The Night

Can I spend the night and just be with you
Can I spend the night so that we can talk, laugh, and just look at each other like nothing else matters
Can I spend the night and watch the transition from day to night and night into day
Can I spend the night and be in your arms just because that's my place and that's where I need to be at all times
Can I spend the night so my heart, mind and body can finally be together
Can I spend the night so this void that I have can be filled only if its for a little while
Can I spend the night so this war between my self and my soul can be over

Can I spend the night?

Cry

Today I cried, I tried to cleanse my soul of the emotions that I had hidden away. I let my tears flow like the biggest waterfall trying to escape the pain that I have because I can't be with you. I haven't cried in a long time just because I know that crying is nothing more than a temporary band aid of the feelings that I harbor for you. However, today I cried couldn't hold it - I had to - I had to cry to let the world around me know that I am at this moment in pain. My feelings for you is the foundation of my discomfort. I hurt inside - knowing that we are still not where we need to be. There is a continued emptiness inside me that only you seen to fill. Again my soul, my self and inner being are constantly at war because my heart belongs to you, but I am not there with it. My body, mind, and heart are scattered and this hurts, so today I cried.